Dear John.

I wish I could share this email with you but to be honest I am still feeling weird about it. It's like all the effort that I put into the 3 years that we have known each other has been for nothing. I shouldn't be shocked really as all the signs were around and she is the one who will have to live with such unkindness but...you know...harsh!
Basically and this is putting it in a nice sugared type of way, she said that she wishes me well, blah blah blah and hopes that I find friends that actually LIKE me....(nice!) she then went to to say that I ment nothing to her and she was stringing me along...(right! sure, I have lots to prove otherwise.) A few extra insults were thrown in for good measure then a sweet goodbye. Wow! and incase you were wondering although tempted to respond with a cutting reply I declined as the grown up side of me said "Why get down to her level?" She is baiting me and although I miss her and I do not believe the email for a second...it is probably for the best and as everyone is telling me I am well shot of her.
I am fine now and intend to get my life back on track and hopefully forget that she ever existed.

Fly By Night.

The days are flying by and I am gradually forgetting. I am getting on with what matters, me. Funny the other day I looked at a picture of her and felt nothing. Not even upset, just nothing and I guess that is a very good thing. No more warped fantasy, just getting on with things:)